DOODLES. OMG IM DRAWING.
DOODLES. OMG IM DRAWING.
So I’ve been Many weeks struggling Really Hard to feel motivated to Draw again.
But It always Felt so Annoying to draw anything, Anything. I could just do a few Strokes and Nothing That made me happy Ever came out.
And This afternoon I Tried Absolutely EVERYTHING and I Discovered that Somehow Having the Brush Change Size By Pressure is something I apparently Despise with PASSION when I Doodle or sketch, because As Soon as I Doodled Without it I felt like in F***cking Heaven.
Expect More art From now on.
Sorry For the Delay and this Pointless Update, I Needed to get it off my chest. I’ll update things and Explain What I’ve been up to Recently soon.
I just need to know if I’m over reacting or not. I Tend to get nervous very easily.
on Monday I have a job interview for a fashion and makeup website in which I am supposed to work in it’s maintenance, updating products, coding, and giving ideas. I Think, I dont even know.
My Dad just lists me up for jobs I dont even know about, He thinks I can do stuff which I Really cant do, and signs me up for job interviews in which I know I’m just gonna do the ridivule,
I havent studied or practiced web coding in 6 or 7 years and the last tiny bit I tried was 2 years ago. I know Knew a tiny bit of html, and I cant remember a thing without my notes.
I have an extremely low self steem for this kind of Responsabilities and I have the LEAST interest in getting that job. But It’s a job. And I need a job… I guess. But I’m just not gonna be able to proof anything there than “oh look I draw cute and fluffy cartoons this is all I’ve done in 7 years, I have no Other kind of expereince, I am 23 years old, I have ZERO laboral experience and I dont belive in myself.”
I’m really upset. Interview’s on Monday And I dont even want to go, and I do All This for the Sake of my parents. I am Terrible at work, and I Cant Belive I’m posting this in public.
But I dont fucking Care anymore. It’s the truth. I know nothing, I Want to try anything but I’m afraid to even start.
(* CLICK THE IMAGE TO SEE THE ANIMATION/LOOP *)
Para Catarsi!!!! <3333333
'Cause He's Always Encouraging me to Be Productive and to Never Stop for Anything. >:3 . and Because His Style and Lioen's CUTE!!! <3
Just Some Animated Fighter Sprite Tests. I’m pondering if I should continue to work on these… It’s Really Fun, But Stickmen are always so Easy and Cheap to do…. Onn the other side though… Detailed characters can be a REAL PAIN…. xD … But Still Worth The wait in The End….
I might Try making Windy into this… Probably. If They dont appear again means I gave Up. I hope you guys like these Tho. =)
I wish I Could Submit Flashes on tumblr, but I can Understand the consequences of why it’s not Allowed. xAx
I’m Really Sorry For the Lack of Updates in the last Few Months. I’ve had…. ALOT of stuff happening.
Good Stuff. REALLY Good Stuff.
I hate to bring it back up… but as some of you may know, I have tried SO MUCH STUFF for so long to get inspired to draw again… getting a bigger tablet, changing the way I sleep (my back, and my sleeping schedule)… And Nothing seemed to do the Trick…
So I asked my family…. About Changing Rooms With my sister, and They All agreed, which REALLY surprised me, and So Easily. I did it without much hope…. But It’s Helped so So Much. SO MUCH. I Have a Great Light, and Space. and My sister Seems to be happy with her new room aswell, so It seems to all go perfect in that aspect. (#1)
Then, on August, VincentWolf Came to Visit Mallorca! I Have NEVER Had a visit From across the Ocean Before, It was a New Thing, and I thought It’d be Awkward, but I Had SO MUCH FUN!!!
We did Alot of Things: go to The Beach, Play ViDYAGAYMZ, watch Movies… EAT ALOT OF ICECREAM! Cause it was so HOT, This was the warmest summer we’ve had in many years, Things cooled down later on tho, and it was Better.
We also painted alot. He Taught me Watercolor, and we painted a few pictures. He also Taught me how to Paint Digitally… and… I Learned Alot… (#2)
I Never ever ever Imagined I’d be able to paint Lineless Furr/fluff. BUT LOOK ITS RIGHT THERE ITS FFFFLUFFY!!! It’s my first time attempting something like this. So Now I Feel I Have a HUGE New Path to Explore in Art. He Should be Art Teacher. He TEACHES AWSOME!!! Thanks so much Vincy, I Think I Have ALOT more to Draw now. (#3)
… I also Taught him a Tiny bit of Animation and Character posing/anathomy. OMG Thanks to him I discovered EASYTOON!!! ITS FREAKING AWSOMESAUCE IM GONNA ANIMATE THE HECK WITH IT!!! …. and FLASH TOO!! <3
To Sum it up, He Helped me so very much, both Morally and Artistically. I Feel Alot Better and More Confident in what I can do now.
And Now I Can Relate What Murk and Tem Went Through When I Went there Aswell. Every Journey I’ve made so Far, and Every Online Friend I’ve met Has Been Friggin EPIC. <3
I Still Cant Belive I Actually Managed to Meet 3 friends Already… And I’m Really looking Forward to Meeting More of you in The future. ^^
… but for that i’m gonna have to Start working Hard on it… and For that I Need a JOB.
… Meaning, I’d Better Stop Thinking and Writtin’, More Drawing and Get My Butt MOVIN’! >8C
Thanks for Reading! I’d like to Mention My Plans, but Everytime I Say something, The oposite Happens, so I’ll just do what I can and I Feel I Should. =)
Take Care Everyone! And KEEP IT GOING No matter what.
Me Too! <3
And I Believe I Still have Many more to Meet.
A Late Birthday Gift For KitsuneZero!
And a 6-Year Late “Thank You for Inspiring Me to Draw Again when I was Addicted to MMORPGs”.
I’ve Had a Long and Fun Run all These Years on DA and Here, and Made Lots of Wonderful Friends, And Still Going!
… But It’s Safe to say He’s Most probably the one Who Started it all for me.
I’m So Glad He’s Back and Still Draws After so long. =D
Anyway! Happy -Belated- Birthday!
WHERE DID THESE COME FROM!¿?¿
I’m sorry for the Lack of Updates, I’ll probably Post Some News Sooner or later! x_X … Enjoy teh Random/Useless Characters!
I Had to Restart my Comp 3 times and Scream at my Scanner To Be able to Scan This. I’m So Frustrated Right now.
I Wanna Draw. so Badly. But I Cant in My room. I just Cant.
I Snuck up into My sister’s Room and Made all this in Roughly 10 Minutes.
I Miss Drawing on Pencil. But My room has The Most Terrible Light and Orientation, and I Cant Do Anything About it right now.
But i’ll Get it Fixed, Dont worry…